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When You Bid Goodbye~!

It's been so long when you bid goodbye,

It's when my heart starts to cry,

Though the decision causes so much pain,

But in my heart you still remain.

Yes, it's been so long when you bid goodbye,

And I'd promise myself "that no more cry",

For the memories that must left behind,

And the love that must keep inside.

Yes, it's been so long...

But in my heart there's still a hope,

That someday, somewhere, somehow...

I will find myself sitting beside you,

Saying the words "I Love You..."

Please Tell Me~!

Something wonderful happened to me a month ago,
A special someone made my heart smile again,
And I let him in...
The look i got from the deepth of his eyes,
The warmth i felt when he embrased me from behind,
The feeling i got from him kissing my lips,
The sensation i felt when he said i was special...

Tell me,
Am I wrong letting him into my heart?
Am I wrong when i think i see the look into his eyes?
Am I wrong when i feel the warmth in his embrases?
Am I wrong feeling like I do when he kiss me?
And am I wrong trusting his words.....?

My heart is scarred of getting hurt,
And my soul just the same...
Am I doing the right thing when I listen to my heart?
Should I leave it open or should I close it up again?
I need to know, so.....

Please tell me,
Cause you are the one that makes me feel all these things
And the one that makes me ask all these questions....
Please tell me....

LOVE AND PARTING....

I am s0 c0nfusEd bEcaUse I kn0w that I lovE y0u but s0metimEs I feel that y0u and I may n0t bE rEal... It's haRd t0 c0nceal the lovE that I havE but timE is g0ing fast, making me w0ndeR if wE will last. I mUst admit that oUr relati0nship is differEnt c0z we hardly evEr talk anym0re and y0u are getting distant. I keEp fighting to keEp this lovE alivE, it's likE you'rE blind to thE fact that I'm dying insidE. You can't sEe that I cry all the timE coz I lovE s0meone wh0se falling 0ut of lovE with me and that's the saDdest situati0n to evEr be. I s0metimEs catch mysElf wondEring if it's lovE oR lust that's keEping us togEtheR. It must bE lust becaUse lovE is sUpp0sed t0 last forEver bUt slowly y0ur lovE is leaving my life still I struggle and fight to h0ld on to it tight bUt I'm losing my grip; y0u aRe staRting t0 slip. The pain and ag0ny is driving mE insanE but I truly  bElievE that wE can bE the way wE weRe again. FriEnds say I'm crazy; they say y0u aRe alrEady g0ne, although I kn0w it's true, I pray t0 GOD that they aRe wr0ng.DeEp d0wn in my heaRt I kn0w it's a l0sing gamE but I'm a f0ol in lovE, s0 I keEp h0lding on in vain. It's so hard t0 accEpt the fact that y0u and I aRe thr0ugh but it's als0 veRy haRd t0 lovE s0mEonE wh0 doEsn't evEn lovE y0u!

I END UP WITH NOTHING BUT TEARS....

I’m trying 2 figure out why my soul is so hurt...Why I’ve had so many
relationships and none evEr w0rked...Why I'vE lovE s0 many pEople
And the fEeling waSn’t retuRned...Why afteR evEry mistakE I madE
The leSson I nevEr leaRned...I know I desErve the bEst 
But 4 s0me reas0n I always settlE 4 leSs being usEd and abuSed
And trEated as if I weRe inVisible...
PretEnding 2 be in lovE but only feeling miseRable

Maybe l0ve 4 me wasn’t meant 2 be enj0yed
Every timE I think I fEel it my heart gets playEd likE a toy
I kn0w that I’m 2 y0ung 2 think... with lovE I sh0uld bE donE
But my hEart is br0ken bey0nd repaiR
And happinEss is forEign 2 me, I only kn0w despaiR
LovE is like a gamE--But it doEsn’t play faiR
And evEry timE I play I end up with nothing but teaRs...